Today, I just don’t want to play.

I’m not really sure why.

I haven’t been getting the best sleep. No one has. We’ve been working late on a job in Homer this week taking care of someone’s animals while they are on a vacation.

Maybe because everything has been thrown off?

Marlena’s 3rd birthday is in 8 days and I haven’t made her gift yet or gone shopping for any supplies. I haven’t even had a minute to inventory and see what I’m actually doing to do.

The girls play and play all day long. Generally they play very well with each other. This summer is the first summer they will disappear for hours, playing pretend with each other all over the property.

But today, I just don’t want to play. Several times the girls have asked me and I said, “No”. Highly unusual. Most of the time I will indulge them and play, even if I’m not feeling like it, but today….I just don’t want to.

And that’s ok.